looking for love in all the wrong places

thanks to my new "sleep schedule" I am able to watch Saved by the Bell in the morning from 6-8am. watching it makes me realize no wonder dustin Diamond is so fucked up as an adult. I would be too if my only successful tv career was based on a character that was constantly made fun. whatevs I guess.

Seriously considering sucking it up and taking German next spring semester. watched the movie "Goodbye Lenin" (sooooo good!!!) inmy geography class this past week....made me think that ,aybe taking German won't be as bad as I think. mainly because of how closely english sounds to german. Hopefully me having french and german experience going into grad school will up my chances of actually getting in since my gpa sucks so bad. idk.

realized today that I probably shouldn't have bailed on the school's bookstore job fair..there weren't any cashier jobs open and the only job I would've considered taking is a clothing associate job or whatever they call it. basically i'd be working in the clothing section and directing ppl through there and blah blah. idk and i was not having a good day that day so i was not in the mood....although i bailed the first day too, but that's not the point. except i did pick up 2 applications from stores downtown. hopefully i'll get one of them.

i must say columbia businesses have THEY worst commercials i have ever seen....99% of them are so painful to watch....so sad.

i've definitely become like claudia from the babysitters club with my candy drawer.
Watching this episode of Laws&Order:SVU about a transgendered girl. very interesting...the girl is sooo cute!! except it was kind of awkward because when Benson and Stabler went to talk to her for the first time her mom opened her door and she was putting on her bra. Since she was still transitioning she had not developed breasts yet so she still had a boy's chest. idk I just thought it was weird that they showed that since the detectives already knew she was transitioning. overall pretty good episode, idk if they've ever covered problems transgendered people go through.

21st bday in a few weeks!!! soo excited to drink all day! definitely buying myself a bottle of champagne to celebrate.
supposed to be going to dc to visit le former bf-current amigo in late august.....planning has been an adventure on its own. super excited so i'm trying to not tell too many ppl just in case i end up not going, also trying my hardest to keep the trip from my mother...which is really hard to do, because i already tell her everything and then usually whatever i don't tell her she somehow finds out. how i have no idea. i've been on le amigo's coattails making sure i can really use his free plane tickets and making sure he books my flights in enough time.....so far it hasn't been working lol. but it's ok for now guess....idk since we've been friends for awhile then dated i still know how he is and how he operates, so im not freaking out. it's funny how much more you learn about someone when you date them...


BREAKING NEWS!!!!! the guy who played Dennis Duffy on 30 Rock (and Horatio Caine's younger brother on CSI:Miami....probably watch too much tv....recognized the woman who plays Holly on the office in law&order:svu AND ci episodes; and recognized ed helm's (andy bernard) voice on a online travel website commercial...jeez my life is sad) was on Law&Order: SVU!!!!! (sort of freaking out right now....i find him somewhat attractive) ok done being sadly super excited all by my lonesome in my room.

new favorite word: tittilated (must find a way to work that into everyday conversation)

love the way my painted toesies look....nothing like a 5am pedicure.
i feel weird following celebrities on twitter....but still cool.
ok music time!!!! found this on my john legend pandora station:
two of my favorite ppl!!!