oh me oh my

i must say one thing i love about relationships are the inside jokes...im glad i remember them too....i'm also glad other people remember them as well.

(in case you haven't noticed these are pictures representing

inside jokes between me and ex lovah.....)

currently watching eternal sunshine....another great movie i could watch on loop.

hmm

i guess all i can say is that i can't wait until march...i'm going to try and keep it a secret until all my plans are confirmed..it'll be hard, but i know i can do it. (excitement!!)

away we go

geez louise i love this movie

i swear i could watch it 20 times in a row

and not get tired of it..it's soo good!!

best movie poster ever

favorite line from the movie: "Yea my tilted uterus is a fucking secret!!"

john krasinski does THE BEST casey casum (sp?) impression

(i can't wait to watch it with ex lovah)

smooches la rue

soo today was a purrdy good day. skipped my first class to write a shitty paper..thank the lordy for teachers who don't give credit for first drafts!

chatted with ex-lovah today...we had a good conversation lol. i have a bad habit of reverting back to my old relationship behavior when it comes to talking to him by wanting to talk all the time everyday and getting sad when he has to go. but lately i've been getting better....sort of...i know he's really busy being a grad student and all that..i just get used to talking to him that i want to talk to him on a regular basis. but i know that won't happen...i've accepted that. which is why i just take advantage of any conversation he can squeeze in. it makes me feel better knowing that he still wants to talk...it makes me smile because he'll apologize for not being able to chat long or taking a long time to respond to my messages or not being able to talk at all. i always tell him it's ok and no big, because it's really not. just the fact that he responds means a lot to me. we're supposed to skype this weekend (his suggestion we skype since now he has a new computer and this weekend since he's free)....this is going to sound weird, but i'm kind of nervous, because it's been over a year since we've seen each other...i know skype isn't a physical face to face meeting, but still....after more than a year of emails, texts, phone calls, fb messages/chats, skype is the closest thing we have. i can't wait..thinking seeing him reminds me of his first visit after we started dating...we both were so nervous. i remember i was outside in front of my dorm and he was walking thru the parking lot across the street, we were on the phone talking to each other and i was looking for him but i couldn't see him even though he could see me...then he crossed the street....it was like a scene from a movie (as cheesy as it sounds) butterflies and all...

well i guess that's it...i can't remember my main reason for this post so i'll end here...

can i haz?

i want this ring!!! (more than the other one i posted) ok i actually want this to be my wedding/engagement ring. i'm kind of an unconventional girl when it comes to some things...this is it. this ring is absolutely gorgeous!

weddings in general have been on my mind lately...probably because some friends and i got into a somewhat heated debate about the institution of marriage last night. then i watched the wedding episode of the office...definitely shed some tears during the wedding..it was suuuuch a good episode.

guess that's all...

halo

got another amazing message tonight...i almost posted it, but i decided not to..idk keeping important things to myself helps keep those thoughts and words pure...if that makes sense. it makes them extra special b.c only i know about them *sigh* i love these messages...they leave me speechless....i'm so so glad i never gave up...that being said here's a song that sums up my feelings...i love it....and the video fits so well...

missed things

soooo at approximately 12:57am yesterday morning i recieved the best message i could ever recieve...ok maybe one of the best. it really made me happy

that's all...

finally posting this picture...been wanting to do this forever..here it is.

one of my favorite pictures....

things n more things

a list to remember for future reference...b.c lord knows i'll forget:

boston university
american university
georgetown university
university of maryland
george mason university
ohio state university
washu
umkc
uic
syracuse?
university of virgina

....list of possible grad schools....although i decided to take time off before attending, i decded to make a list because i seriously have no idea where i want to go..i've narrowed it down to the region that i want to go to ...northeast..with a few midwest stragglers. i would love love LOVE! to study in d.c. idk...we shall see...