ugh

..ugh...I've been feeling really weird lately...I wish I could say I didn't know why....blecch. I'm not entirely sure HOW I'm feeling..or exactly what emotion I'm feeling, but I have no idea what it is...i guess if I had to put into words what I'm feeling I would say a mashed potato, corn, cheese bowl from kfc..

(it's the first thing that popped into my head). idk.. it's just a jumble i guess...like a big blah. goddammit.

my heart feels like it's leaking....that can't be good...