punch drunk love

tonight i came to the conclusion that there is a difference between drunk love and sober love (thank you alcohol for your help)

drunk love makes you all happy and giddy as if it's ok to love the person you love regardless if it's ok. drunk love also makes you smile from ear to ear and want to hug the object of your affection as if you're never going to see them again.

personally i love those kind of hugs...the never ending i love you hugs.


sober love on the other hand is complete opposite. sober love is controlled by your brain (for the most part) and it keeps quiet..it stays a secret on the tip of your tongue. sober love is definitely not as carefree as drunk love.










i have got to quit blogging while under the influence. i should have kept ALLLLL my mistakes in for a good laugh.

sho nuff

soo i was on twitter earlier and someone i follow had tweeted about shopping for grad schools, which reminded me that i need to go back to working on my personal statement which i thought that i could rewrite and start with "i like art" and go from there, because it's the most obvious statement. that made me laugh to myself and i'll explain why.

a couple of semesters ago i took a 18th century european art class which happened to be writing intensive. Our first paper was an analysis on Delacroix's painting The Death of Hector. For some reason it me for freaking ever to start it. then i realized i should start with the most obvious and work my way up (down? more specific?) so all i wrote was "Hector is dead". i just about died laughing...i can't explain why i thought it was so funny, but i did. SOO to make a long story short when i thought about starting my personal statement so simply i thought of my art history paper.
my life is so sad lol.

oh speaking of art history papers, i really want to read my rococo paper to someone...it's sooo unbelievably good!!! i would read it to my little brother, but it's about sex. i might be able to convince p to listen to it....it would take a lot of convincing lol.

antyways, i felt so bad and unamerican, because i was watching obama's lastest speech about the oil spill in the gulf aaannnd i definitely fell asleep lol. oh wells.

guess that's all for now.

woke up early not tired

here are some pitchas from the past few weeks (definitely in random order):

chatoyya, angelica the graduate, and moi

sean and angelica...lol

angelica and ryan...how cuuute

chiffonte, me, angelica

(my neck looks so awkward)

chatoyya and me..think i'm gonna

just stop saying that because it's

obvious which one is me in these

pictures lol

brianna!

lol angelica was trying to take my phone

away from me, because i was

drunk texting

love my friend! lol

ginger in the yard lol

the little brother

sidewalk chalking

we didn't last very long, it was soo hot outside

almost put up a picture of p and i....theeen changed my mind...that's probably not a good idea.

looks like it's going to be another lazy day.

love this song

le sigh

things i love at the current moment:

great conversations

summer romances

laughing with p

mini road trips with bree

root beer

summer

my new "tropical" covergirl eyeshadow



today was a good day. :)

lately

it's so funny, because i don't think p realizes this, but after being friends for what 3 years (sprinkle in the whole b/gf business) i know him so super well....i have him down to a T. especially his behavior regarding us now. for instance i know for a fact (it's been scientifically proven) that if i don't contact him..no text, fb, email, whatever. for a somewhat long period of time (4-7 days) he will try and get a hold of me. it never fails. and i love it! for instance i hadn't talked/communicated with him since thurs and last night he sends me this awesome text. of course it was one of those messages that just increases the blackhole that is our emotional relationship but i don't give a fuck. it was nice. i was proud of myself, because even though he kinda sorta a smidgen spilled his guts/expressed his feelings, i was calm and collective. although i admit that while i was under the nitrus gas at the dentist today for some reason i wanted to call him and tell him that i still loved him sooo badly. that's the one backfire-ness about nitrus gas, since it gives me the feeling of being drunk, i get drunk thoughts. but thankfully sober/non nitrus sydney is smarter than drunk/nitrus sydney and refrained from calling him.

i love the summertime...idk what it is...i just love it.

found a couple more grad schools to look into..rhode island school of design (random i know) and corcoran college of art & design. we'll see.

sidenote: i have successfully completed my first week of what will soon be my summer drought...drought of not participating in extra curricular activities that is. i know i can make it..i've gone longer before. it just sucks. kinda makes me regret spending almost $90 on 3months worth of bc. oh well. maybe i need a little more celibacy in my life...lol.

this is in honor of p and his weird sense of humor/random youtube findings...lol.

VULGAR WARNING!!

and just for the record HE sent these to me

short post

miss p

had part 1 of a root canal done today

dad turned on the ac (surprise!)

still working on not killing my sister

still need $

miss p...gobs.

the city comes on tomorrow

i ate 90% of the 1/2 gallon tub of rocky road ice cream in a week

last night made french toast on the george foreman grill, because our stove/oven is messed up and i couldn't find the electric skillet

stupid quote: "someday someone is going to walk into your life and you're going to realize why it never worked out with anyone else" anonymous

i love the history channel's serious "america" ..the story of us...or whatever it's called.

yep.

via tumblr