Sunday, March 1, 2009

to whom it may concern

dear sir,

i miss you so much....and what sucks the most is that i can't have you back. i can still feel your hugs after all this time. at night when i'm laying in bed, if i close my eyes real tight, i can feel you next me. this is the worst feeling ever. i've tried on so many occasions to rid myself of my feelings for you and i have yet to achieve it. for some reason my heart just can't let go....it's still missing the piece you took with you. a part of me still regrets not getting a proper goodbye after our last visit......but the other part of me isn't ready to say goodbye....most of the time i'm at my wit's end over here trying to bury these feelings and put on a happy face and pretend that i really do only see you as a friend. it's so hard. i really don't know what i was trying to say to this...i guess just that i miss you......


love sydney

2 comments:

Laura Xiao said...

i forgot you had a blog! i was fb stalking and saw your blog url lol. well i will def. read it now.
PS: who is this about? i hope not the one i have in mind...

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