i haven't been meaningfully (is that a word or did i make that up) real powerfully heart pitter pattering kissed...in a very long time. very long=2 years or so...i have been kissed..just not knee buckling. i never thought i would crave kissing like i crave food or candy...or a certain extracurricular activity that people do with other people when they're physically attracted to a person..if you catch my drift. i've craved all the aforementioned things...i guess i can now add kissing to the list. i love kissing...idk why maybe i'm weird, but kissing to me is so intimate. i miss it.
even though i'm scared of getting hurt, i want to fall in love again...i love love.